The Last One

The Last One

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  • Author:Fatima Daas
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Summary

Drawn from the author’s experiences growing up in a Paris banlieue, a powerful, lyric debut that explores the diverse, often conflicting facets of her identity—French, Algerian, Muslim, lesbian。

The youngest daughter of Algerian immigrants, Fatima Daas is raised in a home where love and sexuality are considered taboo, and signs of affection avoided。 Living in the majority-Muslim suburb of Clichy-sous-Bois, she often spends more than three hours a day on public transportation to and from the city, where she feels like a tourist observing Parisian manners。 She goes from unstable student to maladjusted adult, doing four years of therapy—her longest relationship。 But as she gains distance from her family and comes into her own, she grapples more directly with her attraction to women and how it fits with her religion, which she continues to practice。 When Nina comes into her life, she doesn’t know exactly what she needs but feels that something crucial has been missing。

This extraordinary first novel, anchored and buoyed by the refrain “My name is Fatima,” is a vital portrait of a young woman finding herself in a modern world full of contradictions。 Daas’s journey to living her sexuality in spite of expectations about who she should be offers a powerful perspective on the queer experience。

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Reviews

Alina

An einem Abend durchgelesen。 Der Schreibstil ist ungewöhnlich: fragmentarisch und fast poetisch, gleichzeitig mit vielen Wiederholungen und einem roten Faden, der sich vor allem gegen Ende hin kristallisiert。 Obwohl sich die Protagonistin in einer völlig anderen Lebensrealität befindet, mir nicht immer erklärlich oder sympathisch ist, konnte ich das Buch nicht weglegen und hatte auf der letzten Seite ein bisschen Pipi in den Augen。

Pauline PERRIER

J'ai apprécié la plume, les détails sur un sujet que je connais assez peu en fait car je n'ai pas d'amis ou proches musulmans et gays。 Ca m'a ouvert les yeux sur une réalité "ah oui, comment ça se passe ?"。 J'ai apprécié la plume, les détails sur un sujet que je connais assez peu en fait car je n'ai pas d'amis ou proches musulmans et gays。 Ca m'a ouvert les yeux sur une réalité "ah oui, comment ça se passe ?"。 。。。more

Laurence Boucher

L’histoire est un peu difficile à suivre, mais elle apporte une nouvelle perspective

Celine

This piece of autofiction about is about being a girl who likes girls, and about being a Muslim。 That’s a fractured identity and Fatima Daas considers it makes her a sinner: une pécheresse。 In France, it has garnered widespread attention。 A public, personal portrayal of a practicing Muslim lesbian is pretty unprecedented, because of the risks of ostracisation involved。 And in the publicity tour for this book, Fatima Daas (which is a pseudonym) said on national television that as she truly believ This piece of autofiction about is about being a girl who likes girls, and about being a Muslim。 That’s a fractured identity and Fatima Daas considers it makes her a sinner: une pécheresse。 In France, it has garnered widespread attention。 A public, personal portrayal of a practicing Muslim lesbian is pretty unprecedented, because of the risks of ostracisation involved。 And in the publicity tour for this book, Fatima Daas (which is a pseudonym) said on national television that as she truly believes in Islam’s teachings, and those teachings say her homosexuality is sinful, she cannot square her sexuality with her religion; so, she’s living in sin。 But, she says, we’re imperfect and that conflict in her life is one she lives with。 There’s a moment in the book where Fatima imagines replying to her mother’s statement that a gay Muslim is simply not a Muslim。 In her imagination, she points to the Muslims who kill and the Muslims who stray in other ways。 Why is sexuality so final? Why does acting on that impulse preclude inclusion in the Muslim community, whereas acting on violent impulses does not? The book doesn’t linger here and therein lies its power: it doesn’t linger, it doesn’t resolve, it raises more questions than it answers。 The pulse-like start to every chapter “je m’appelle Fatima Daas” feel like new thoughts, like we’re jumping into her mind on a different day or like she’s scrunched up the last page of writing a started afresh。 But that’s not to say it’s like a journal, because the rhythm of these new thoughts (or old thoughts repackaged as new thoughts, or old thoughts chanted like old thoughts) feels closer to poetry or spoken word than it does a confessional stream of consciousness。 This is a debut with a heartbeat, humour and honesty and I highly recommend it! 。。。more

VicKino

C'est un texte puissant, qui touche forcément, notamment lorsque l'on s'identifie aux sujets évoqués, mais le texte, en prose, est quelque peu décousu, et m'a laissé sur ma faim。。。 C'est un texte puissant, qui touche forcément, notamment lorsque l'on s'identifie aux sujets évoqués, mais le texte, en prose, est quelque peu décousu, et m'a laissé sur ma faim。。。 。。。more

W

Ok so maybe I don’t hate all french people

Meïssasaitlire

Mon chouchou d’amour ce livre

The Reading Bibliophile

A lire quelques avis, c'est l'écriture justement qui m'a beaucoup plu。 Cette répétition reflète les tourments intérieurs de la protagoniste, sa quête d'identité, sa recherche de conciliation entre ce qui elle est et qui l'on veut qu'elle soit。。。。 Etant athée et réfractaire à la religion, je ne le suis pas à la foi et les questionnements de Fatima y référant m'ont beaucoup touchée。 A lire quelques avis, c'est l'écriture justement qui m'a beaucoup plu。 Cette répétition reflète les tourments intérieurs de la protagoniste, sa quête d'identité, sa recherche de conciliation entre ce qui elle est et qui l'on veut qu'elle soit。。。。 Etant athée et réfractaire à la religion, je ne le suis pas à la foi et les questionnements de Fatima y référant m'ont beaucoup touchée。 。。。more

Manon

Narration unique et contenu poignant。 intersectionality in french lgbt scene。 Les étiquettes sociales et la difficulté de les accorder。

Ari Zouzou

Un très beau texte, puissant qui dit la difficulté de définir son identité, le déchirement, la famille qu’on joue on quitte et dont on renie toujours quelque chose, mais dont on garde aussi beaucoup。 Mais surtout un texte qui raconte la place d’une femme française et algérienne, musulman, clichoise, lesbienne。 Fatima Daas écrit bien, sans en rajouter, un peu à la façon Ernaux。Un texte à lire。

Cléo

Roman percutant。 J'ai beaucoup aimé! Roman percutant。 J'ai beaucoup aimé! 。。。more

Greneth Calderón

Extraño。。🙈

Emily

3。5I found that the poetry of the structure/repetition/fragmentation came out well when read in one sitting。I'm not sure how it will age in my mind。 3。5I found that the poetry of the structure/repetition/fragmentation came out well when read in one sitting。I'm not sure how it will age in my mind。 。。。more

L。 Bordetsky-Williams

I read an article about Fatima Daas and her novel in the New York Times that I found so interesting I decided to get a copy of her novel。 It reminded me a little bit of The House on Mango Street by Sandra Cisneros, with these lovely, short vignettes。 Daas writes about her life coming out as a lesbian and a strong practitioner of the Muslim religion。 The book is courageous and dares to explore ambivalence and ambiguity since all experience is just that。 It's moves along at a fast pace。 Strongly r I read an article about Fatima Daas and her novel in the New York Times that I found so interesting I decided to get a copy of her novel。 It reminded me a little bit of The House on Mango Street by Sandra Cisneros, with these lovely, short vignettes。 Daas writes about her life coming out as a lesbian and a strong practitioner of the Muslim religion。 The book is courageous and dares to explore ambivalence and ambiguity since all experience is just that。 It's moves along at a fast pace。 Strongly recommend how Daas explores truth, the truth she knows and has experienced。 The style is quite poetic and lyrical。 。。。more

Alexandre

J'ai adoré le style et l'impact de ses mots, très touchant! J'ai adoré le style et l'impact de ses mots, très touchant! 。。。more

Lizz

Very nicely done。 The structure is interesting, sort of mesmerizing。 The theme of female homosexuality in Islam is something I have not had much exposure to beyond this novel。I read it in one day; two sittings separated by an hour or so。 It worked well that way。

Katie

I didn’t read this in French - Goodreads for some reason doesn’t have the English version in its system。 🤷🏻‍♀️

Stéphanie C

Tu t'appelles Fatima Daas et tu luttes entre ton amour profond d'Allah et ton amour des femmes qu'il interdit, entre tes origines si présente et ton présent que tu hésites à vivre tout en le mordant à pleines dents。 Tu t'appelles Fatima Daas et j'attends tes futurs livres avec une adolescente impatience。 Tu t'appelles Fatima Daas et tu luttes entre ton amour profond d'Allah et ton amour des femmes qu'il interdit, entre tes origines si présente et ton présent que tu hésites à vivre tout en le mordant à pleines dents。 Tu t'appelles Fatima Daas et j'attends tes futurs livres avec une adolescente impatience。 。。。more

Ana ICG

This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers。 To view it, click here。 Una mujer de origen argelino y musulmana no encaja en la sociedad ni en los cánones que su familia le impone。 Poco a poco conoce que la razón es su sexualidad y el libro explica cómo es la relación consigo misma y las fases por las que va pasando hasta ¿Aceptarlo?

Eylin Mendoza

Interesante perspectiva de una joven francesa de origen argelino, la menor de una familia radicalmente musulmana, que lucha entre su amor al islam y su homosexualidad。 Aunque la trama es buena, a la narración le hace falta algo de intensidad teniendo en cuenta la profunda dicotomía de la protagonista (que en teoría es la autora, porque es semi-biográfico)。

Ryan Hartman

4。5

Kit Skailes

This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers。 To view it, click here。 I really enjoyed this one! I wanted to know more about the author although I feel it is intentionally quite a guarded autobiographical story, as it’s about her experiences as a closeted muslim lesbian。 The sections are mainly one page and whenever the sections were longer it felt like a treat! It does have moody adolescent diary vibes but I do not think it’s self indulgent and I think it has some interesting explorations of gender and family。 The repetitiveness of the start of each section didn’ I really enjoyed this one! I wanted to know more about the author although I feel it is intentionally quite a guarded autobiographical story, as it’s about her experiences as a closeted muslim lesbian。 The sections are mainly one page and whenever the sections were longer it felt like a treat! It does have moody adolescent diary vibes but I do not think it’s self indulgent and I think it has some interesting explorations of gender and family。 The repetitiveness of the start of each section didn’t grate on me but for others it might。 I felt a real connection to the author and also felt wow very brave to essentially come out to your family via your debut novel。 。。。more

Heireina

Mungkin karena apa yang diceritakan dalam buku sebagian besar bisa ditebak, The Last One akhirnya kurang ngasih sudut pandang baru buatku。 Khususnya respon dari ibu Fatima, respon orang-orang di majelis taklim, bahkan respon dari salah satu imam yang saat ditanya "apa yang harus dilakukan kalau kamu seorang muslim lesbi/gay?"Awalnya aku berharap banyak pada buku ini。 Mengingat latarnya di Prancis yang terkenal Islamophobianya tinggi, belum lagi permasalahan utama si tokoh yang bergelut dengan ge Mungkin karena apa yang diceritakan dalam buku sebagian besar bisa ditebak, The Last One akhirnya kurang ngasih sudut pandang baru buatku。 Khususnya respon dari ibu Fatima, respon orang-orang di majelis taklim, bahkan respon dari salah satu imam yang saat ditanya "apa yang harus dilakukan kalau kamu seorang muslim lesbi/gay?"Awalnya aku berharap banyak pada buku ini。 Mengingat latarnya di Prancis yang terkenal Islamophobianya tinggi, belum lagi permasalahan utama si tokoh yang bergelut dengan gender dan seksualitas。 Premis yang sangat menarik。 Harapan lain yang aku pengin banget dapetin ialah tentang budaya Algeria x Prancis mempengaruhi si karakter。 Meski dalam buku detail-detail ini ada dan penulis kelihatan sekali untuk memastikan pembaca nggak melewatkannya, menurutku itu kurang digali lebih dalam。 Babnya pendek-pendek dan alurnya maju mundur。 Tipikal novel yang dikisahkan dengan sporadis dan aku menangkap kesan agak diburu-buru supaya ringkas dan padet。 Jatuhnya aku ngerasa kayak lagi 'membaca' secara harfiah cerita seseorang bernama Fatima, bukan diajak untuk menjadi Fatima saat menyelesaikan buku ini。 。。。more

Pollapollina Books

Una storia raccontata in prima persona, una storia per brevi capitoli, senza continuità temporale, tanti tasselli che ci permettono di conoscere un po’ della storia di Fatima, francese di famiglia algerina。 Le sue incertezze, le sue difficoltà, la sua ricerca di un’identità。

TxB TxB

De corte autobiográfico, la historia de Fatima, hija de inmigrantes, musulmana practicante y lesbiana, se presenta como un ramillete de confesiones que despliegan la vida de la protagonista desde la infancia hasta la edad adulta。Habla de inadaptación, de feminismo, homosexualidad, religión, sentimiento de culpa, desasosiego。 De todo lo duro de la adolescencia。 De no encontrar tu sitio en el mundo。 De lo que sucede de puertas para dentro en una familia。 También de un proceso de autoconocimiento y De corte autobiográfico, la historia de Fatima, hija de inmigrantes, musulmana practicante y lesbiana, se presenta como un ramillete de confesiones que despliegan la vida de la protagonista desde la infancia hasta la edad adulta。Habla de inadaptación, de feminismo, homosexualidad, religión, sentimiento de culpa, desasosiego。 De todo lo duro de la adolescencia。 De no encontrar tu sitio en el mundo。 De lo que sucede de puertas para dentro en una familia。 También de un proceso de autoconocimiento y autoaceptación, por parte de alguien con mucho trabajo interior。Se lee prácticamente del tirón。 El ritmo de micro-capítulos (una página, una confesión, un salto en el tiempo) es ágil, aunque a algunos les puede resultar algo pesada la manera en que está escrito, por el abuso de la repetición para enfatizar。 Pero esto tiene un efecto muy potente de acerar la historia al lector, de tocarle las entrañas con un estilo incisivo y mordaz, que te hace reflexionar。Personalmente me sentí muy identificada con la historia, aunque Fatima y yo no podemos venir de mundos y realidades más diferentes。 El libro me atrapó totalmente, acompañando a Fátima por sus contradicciones, su sufrimiento, su manera de ver pasar la vida。 Una lectura muy amena y deslumbrante。 。。。more

Paola Clementinalaan

La historia es absolutamente necesaria pero no me ha gustado la forma en que se narra, muy simple y repetitiva。

Veronica

Sally Rooney territory。 Read: not my cup of tea。 It's very short and repetitive because of the motif of starting every chapter with the same words, and thereafter using short, choppy sentences。 It's about the états d'âme of a lesbian Muslim teenager。 I see lots of positive reviews, so clearly it speaks to some people, which is fine 。。。 it did nothing for me。 Sally Rooney territory。 Read: not my cup of tea。 It's very short and repetitive because of the motif of starting every chapter with the same words, and thereafter using short, choppy sentences。 It's about the états d'âme of a lesbian Muslim teenager。 I see lots of positive reviews, so clearly it speaks to some people, which is fine 。。。 it did nothing for me。 。。。more

Audrey Djerbir

shaken

Louich

Coup de cœur, lu en 2 heuresProse touchante

Margaux

Je suis passée à coté de ce roman malheureusement。